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Friday, April 06, 2007,4/06/2007
Vent HoleLess then 48 hours left to complete what ever there's left to do. and there damn loads more to do la.. I donno how much longer I can take this shit.
Tried working in DDS overnight on Tuesday.. I ended up becoming too tired to work on Wed, and slept the entire day away. Shit!
Good Friday today... totally opposite for me.. Got dear jie lin to help out lessen my load. It really gave me this ray of hope that I might really get to finish my work..
But it seems Im still too slow... Argh... shit.. pui!!! Work seems to be never ending. Why do I always have to end up like this. Hate this. dreadful submissions!!!!! I wanna get out of my study room!!!! So feel like smashing that bloody computer Im facing right now. So sick of facing it 24 7.. pisses..
What have I been doin for the past days.... so super unproductive... slow.. argh.. so much to complete.. so no time. seriously doubt I can do it..
Was bathing and finally cant take the pressure.. ... feel so useless... I should have known all this. I've been through these for so many years... but what have I learnt.?.. nothing.. history repeats itself.. I hate myself for this!!
@#$%&%$*%@!!!Xinying! complaining doesn't make the problem go away. another 2 days!!! endure!! you have to! RIBA year!! must do well! complete it! you've don this before! show me the never die spirit!!!! Go go go !!!!!!..
... wimp.. i miss my dear..
Read Har's blog.. may be a good idea to motivate myself by looking forward to the coming holidays
To do list1. Hopefully Geoffery got us the job.. plan to work the next day right after exam 26th April.. Har be starting later, helping charming tsuto on some competition.. kinda keen but not briefed on the rest of the details.. sigh.. shall just pass on that..
2. 1st June weekend holiday to Bintan with dear and my good old buddies and their beloved.
3. 26th June departure to Hong Kong for summer school for a month
4. thinking of Taiwan, Shanghai, Beijing.etc. Japan even after summer school before coming back to home sweet home.
5. How can I forget 9th Aug! By any means, I'll definitly be back by then, for us: 5th year anniversary!!!!
6. Ages since I meet up with my dear poly ppls!! Wonder they still remember such a person still existed. wahaa... must make time to meet up some day!!!
7. How can I forget! Kbox!!
8. I wanna go PUlao Ubin to cycle!!!!!!
9. Sentosa!!! Yeah! Layhar, I cant wait
10. Fishing @ Bedok my dear
11. ARCHERY!!!!! die die must go back too!!!! cant just leave my bow lying around doing nothing
12. Get back to swimming
13. Redo portfolio and resume
14. Really must learn Revit!!!
15. Revamp my study room
.. loads more... might not have the time to do everything. wahaa... time not enough
Shopping List
1. Upgrade my desktop
2. Get a new digi cam to bring to HK
3. Get a laptop to bring to HK
4. heels for clubbing
5. facial masks for my disgusting pimple filled face
6. A sexy looking pair of jeans
7. Hand bag
8. Tiffany Legacy ring? wahaaa.. i wish.. maybe when I win 4D.. if I ever do buy.. aint the ring look darling to you!! New century woman I am. You will be mine someday. Cant wait for the day I wear you on my finger. Just you wait. Till then..
9. ... more in the list tooo...
Shits... thats the end of my entry for now... how I wish not to end this. for ending means I got to get back to the dreadful reality... argh.. not feeling any better... damn... k.. Im gone... almost 11pm le... gonaa be a LONG night... just pray I don sleep
Hello. I'm X.Ying. An architecture student. I love my food, but i so hate being