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Friday, March 09, 2007,3/09/2007

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Its our 55th month. going no where, just be home working hard on design. Took a quite big long break and check out Deviantart, I got to 'kop' some cool images, at least that what i think la.. and it got my sweet tooth itching. Haaa.

I like the backdrop colour. Totally a sucker to the dreamy blue-ish greenish pastel tone. This pic do reminds me how wonderful the sun and sand is. Its been so long since I step on the beach. ok. shall put note this in my to do list during the holidays.

Not obsess with roses. But do love to be surprised with some someday by that someone

Strawberries!!! look at the lovely colour. its making me drool already. Dip it with some super dark chocolate.. Yum yum!!

Caramel coated apple and many more. Remembered the one I had at Sydney and it feels like heaven.

Wonder how this taste. Cupcakes always look appetizing (and fattening) Especially this, so sunny and cheerful.. heee. it looks so kawaii.. don think I wont 'she de' to eat

How can I forget you.. my favourite!!!

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Getting all emotional this week.. Visited her in at the hosipital. Although I'm not of a close relationship with her, the sight of her weak and all wired up was painful and sad. Nothing that one do to lessen her pain. No one would be able to understand the amount of suffering she's going through. I really feel for her love ones. To see someone you care and love enduring the treatment, fighting hard with intruders within her body, thinning away slowly from the battle. I would be deverstated if it will to happen to my love ones.. One have to be optimistic. The battle aint over yet. We can win. We WILL win. Have to believe. Have HOPE. hope for a happy ending. Cherish every single moment with ur love ones. With what's left of their time, may it be the m ost memorable and happy one... hm.. kinda just writing whole chunk watever I m thinking.. might not be making any sense/ logic to you. Since this is my blog, I could do what I want and how ever I want. Bleah! . . The treatment's gonna be much more intense in a few days time. By then, strict restrictions to comply to while visiting. Got to be all wrap up before one can see her. All safety precautions to prevent virus infection. The next few weeks and there after will be crutial and nothing must go wrong. I believe. Waiting for the day to fetch her out looking pink and healthy again.
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I am totally hopeless. For someone who's living only a few bus stop away from you, there should not be any reason to be late... That's by right. I'm a lefty remember. I've clock the highest number of cab taking for a week! Lets see.. Monday cab to sch: rushing design. Tuesday over slept so flagged hand again. Wednesday same senario as Tuesday: make it just in time for presentation. Today trying to squueeze as much work as i can for studio, SO late yet again.. in cab to school. In short, I took the cab everyday! That's crazy. Pray hard that lazy me able to to drag mysrlf out of bed and in time for lecture for once. Fingers crossed.
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I should really get my momentum running full gear now. Aint much time left before the next interim (next Monday..) That means somehow I got to get myself together to produce everything from now till latest Sunday afternoon, and get the panels printed in time for submission. Then somehow with what's ever left of the time and me, to do a physical model. I need a miracle. 3 days.. the thought itself is hell enough.. no sleep, no tv, no computer games, no shopping, no everything, Yes work , more work and endless of it.. Argh!! such a pain in the ass..